i couldn’t sleep last night my tinnitus has gotten a lot louder with stress and everything and i didn’t sleep until about 4am when it started to get light maybe a bit later than 4am. my belly is so fucking painful ffs and i feel sick but i don’t WANT to eat.
i keep carrying my phone around with me everywhere as if you’re going to text me saying ‘oi xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’ or ‘love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’
I took my rubber band out of my hair and it formed a perfect treble clef.
nice girls finished last
i feel like if i actually stop and think about life and all the years and all the jobs and all the people who you will like and then they will stop talking to you and move on and all the places you live in and then move out of and basically just existing i will have a panic attack
currently thinking that life is a terrible thing and i might as well just end it all right now, i can’t agree with you more it freaks me the fuck out
got through it when i was a lil baby 14 year old who was confused and didn’t know what was going on it isn’t the first time i’m almost 18 i know what’s going on i can get through it again
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